I Just Don't Know

(My thoughts at the moment that I need to unload)

I just don't know what to think, how to think, what to feel, how to react, what to say, what to do...

I just don't know dammit! I just don't know...
And it's making my brain hurt. And my heart too. My brain just wants to fall out and my heart wants to explode.

I don't understand! I'm so confused! What do you want me to think? How do you want me to feel? What do you want me to say and do?

Should I say nothing at all? Do nothing at all? But what about my thoughts and my feelings? What about those? I don't know what to do with them. What direction do I point them in? I just don't know.

That's what I need- a direction to direct my thoughts and feelings toward. How do I find this direction? What is the right direction? Frick I don't know!!!