(My thoughts at the moment that I need to unload)
I just don't know what to think, how to think, what to feel, how to react, what to say, what to do...
I just don't know dammit! I just don't know...
And it's making my brain hurt. And my heart too. My brain just wants to fall out and my heart wants to explode.
I don't understand! I'm so confused! What do you want me to think? How do you want me to feel? What do you want me to say and do?
Should I say nothing at all? Do nothing at all? But what about my thoughts and my feelings? What about those? I don't know what to do with them. What direction do I point them in? I just don't know.
That's what I need- a direction to direct my thoughts and feelings toward. How do I find this direction? What is the right direction? Frick I don't know!!!
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3 comments:
I promise you I've written at least like 3 things that reflect pretty much exactly what you wrote here.
I can't find anything haha, but I swear I have. I don't know the details of what you're going through but for the past few months my overall feeling has been "I don't know". Even the different ideas you expressed, it felt like I was reading something I had written.
I think about things and what should be done and how to do things and the only conclusion I came come up with is that I don't know anything at all.
It really makes you dependant..
Wow that's really interesting..you said something similar to another blog I wrote lol.
Hmm makes me dependant.. dependant on God you mean?
Nah, just like, dependant on food and..gas and stuff.
Haha, yes. God.
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